Sunday, October 05, 2008

Second Post of the Night?

Yep, second one tonight. I don't usually do this, but I knew I needed to update those of you who were aware of what was happening last week.

So, we are still on the road of infertility but not actively working with a fertility specialist. I suppose you could say we're on a "break" from all of that insanity. I call it insanity because that is what it will make you feel like you're on the brink of, if you're not careful.

Anyway, because of some abnormal hormone levels I had to have an MRI Wednesday of last week. It was not a pleasant experience, from the blood sample, to the MRI, to the dye used for the contrast brain scan part of the MRI. I will not be sad if I never have to do it again. It was also expensive and at the end of it all, I wasn't even allowed to see the MRI results! Its my dang brain, what the heck? I was a bit perturbed, especially after all I had to do and go through to get it done. But, at the time, I was too tired and hurting to argue.

I wasn't expecting a call about results for at least a week, but Friday my doctor's nurse, Natalie, called and let me know the scan was clear of tumors and everything looked good.

So, that's good news, right? Well, yes. But at the same time when you've been searching for an answer to a problem for what seems like forever, you get to a point where you almost hope they DO find something so at least you KNOW and can start working on the problem.

So, I am going to see an endocrinologist sometime in the near future and we will go from there. Until then, well we'll keep doing what we're doing and see what happens.

I do ask for your prayers for my patience and faith. It has truly been tested and sometimes I feel like I'm failing miserably!

Thanks, my friends!

Next post...the new man in my life! You'll have to stay tuned to find out more about him!

19 comments:

  1. Hang in there. As one who also waited a VERY long time until I could have children, I understand where your heart is. Prayer does make a difference!

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  2. Prayers!! I sure do miss talking to you! I know this is such an overwhelming and frustrating time for you! You are such an amazing person and I pray that you find some answers SOON!!

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  3. i love you!!!!! hang in there...God is just getting everything ready for that sweet little miracle to join you and richard!!!!
    until then, if you ever need to borrow a kid, just let me know!!! ;)

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  4. tears streaming down my face as i read this...o charla, i SO GET YOU. i have totally been through this. there were so many things in your post that i was shaking my head saying, "yep!....uh huh....yes sir" hoping to find SOMETHING wrong (as weird as it seems) just so you know you aren't crazy...failing miserably in your trust in the Lord...TRYING to give it up and act like i don't care, so maybe i'll get pregnant if i'm not ACTIVELY trying or thinking about it....ya right?! o woman, please know that i'm here for you if you ever want to talk or need a friend to listen. i completely understand. praise God for your test results and i'm praying for you in so many different and specific ways.

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  5. I think about you daily....I can't imagine what is going on in your head and in your heart....bless you and your family....i love you lots and want the best for you...steph

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  6. Charla, I have been thinking about you so much lately and wondering how you are doing. I haven't wanted to call and ask questions because I remember what it was like being on the receiving end of those calls. It can be encouraging, but it can be hard answering the same questions over and over. I know you have lots of people concerned about you and your health. Know that I am one of them, just from afar! Call me anytime if you need to vent, cry, celebrate, whatever! I know things are difficult and hard to understand. You have been a strong Christian example through this trial. God has plans for you and your life. Never forget that!

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  7. praying and praying some more :)

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  8. I'm sad that I didn't know any of these recent things were going on. Even though you are far away from me in distance, you are always on my heart! I miss you, friend! Kisses to your schnauzers, and please know I'm praying for your peace!

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  9. You are in our thoughts and prayers.

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  10. char char... hang in there! i am praying for you! and the next post... does it have anything to do with... four legs, a tail and a mane... yipee!

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  11. Let me be the first man to comment on this post. HAHA! I hope you know how proud everybody is of you and Richard. A lot of people are praying and thinking about your plight. I hope and pray everything works out for you guys.

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  12. Hey girl - it has been a while since I read your blog and I just caught up on stuff. Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you and always have you in my prayers. Miss you and hopefully we can get together for the holidays!!!

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  13. by the way I am the anonymous writer..I didn't take my name

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  14. Hi Charla...I am so happy to hear that the MRI was clear. I have been keeping up with all ya'lls "goings ons" through my mom (from your mom). I have thought about you often and will certainly continue to do so. I am huge believer in the power of prayer and from I can tell from the above comments, you are in good shape! So glad you found my blog. I was sort of talked into starting it, and now I am addicted! I love it...what an awesome way to stay in touch. I LOVE yours by the way - so cute! Hang in there...Amy
    P.S. Parent Trap and Ferris Bueller's (which I think I could recite) are 2 of my all time faves too! :)

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  15. oh charla, you are in my daily prayers. i love you and richard and my heart go out to you both! i am praying for good news soon and peace until then.

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  16. you are going through some very hard
    times....
    the uncertainty.....
    the possibilities.....
    the worries....

    you are my best friend....i know the road has been bumpy...we struggled for 6 years...and i went down so many hills and valleys.....

    i see what you go through and that strong face you show in public...but i know the other side to.....know i am always always always here for you....day or night

    i am a great listener...

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  17. Charla, I continue to pray for you and your future baby. I pray for peace, strength and even joy in the midst of all of this. I am so sorry--I know from personal experience that the waiting period is SO SO hard, and not having answers can be even harder.

    Lord, please surround Charla with your peace, and continue to grow her marriage as they endure this trial together.

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  18. I linked to your blog through my friend Corrie. We experience years of infertility. We are now parents. You will be, too. Infertility has to sweeten the experience of parenting. It just has to.

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